Universe Within

I have been walking a path with tantra for a while now, making myself available as dakini.

I begin to experience myself in a different way and wonder if I can lead others to this delicious feeling...

Today I feel as though I am experiencing Me - fully, deeply, lovingly, with wonder.

Here I am, a being incarnate as a white woman in Africa. Here I am, with my entire lifetime on this earth-walk contained in this fluid body. Here I am, some parts of my being already vibrating to tomorrow's songs. Here I am, with all of my yesterdays and the days not yet lived; between death and birth and living and resurrection; witness to pain and joy and dance and paralysis.

Here I am, expanding into this moment, and this moment... and then this moment... I feel sound in my body, hear scents and taste colour. You resonate still throughout my physical body and all the layers of me: a rich symphony of life and love.

Universe speaks to me, sings and laughs into the depths of my soul. Am I big enough, I wonder, to contain all of me? Am I brave enough, to see into the heart of me? Do I have the capacity to be the fullness of me, now?

As I move through these spaces I ask for the clarity, energy, words and teachings to open doors for others. As I discover the universe within, I expand outwards. Every exchange blends into a symphony that lingers in my being: a loving caress, a loud laugh, a breath in my hair, hearts opening...

I am grateful for the wondrous ability to be available in this way: with universal love pulsing from my being into the universe. I am in love, I am love, I love, I am...